Probably Wouldn’t Be This Way

September 7, 2020 djw Music 2602

The second song to really hit me after Ashton’s diagnosis, Probably Wouldn’t Be This Way, was a familiar song but totally had a completely meaning to me knowing that I was going to outlive my son.

Again what this song means to me is not at all what the song actually is all about. But these words alone are a killer to a mom: Everybody thinks I’ve lost my mind; But I just take it day by day; I probably wouldn’t be this way; I probably wouldn’t hurt so bad; I never pictured every minute without you in it; Oh You left so fast; ‘Cause if I’d never seen your face; I probably wouldn’t be this way.

Got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll have to see

I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves

I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these days

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan says that I should just move on

You oughta see the way these people look at me
When they see me 'round here talking to this stone

Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day by day

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an angel's touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Probably wouldn't be this way

Got A Date a week from Friday with the preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy
Guess I'll have to see

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