Sometimes Falling Short of the Expected is a Good Thing

I so wanted to hear the Special Talk today but I also so do not feel at all up to being out in public, at least not where it is expected that you will be interacting with the people within the same building. I did dial in to listen. It is a very good thing that I was at home because it is way too soon for me to be hearing the opening song in mixed company. I rather enjoyed that the talk was a broadcast because then I am not left to wonder did I hear that correctly and if so why is it not affecting anyone else like it is affecting me. Another good reason for me to be trying to listen at home is that I completely missed the entire discussion of the Watchtower, Ashton had a bathroom emergency requiring giving him a shower, cleaning the bathroom and doing some laundry afterwards.